D r u g g e d.i can't keep on doing this time after time.
its not glamourous.
its hell.
however, its also comforting.
something you fall back into easily.
i'm missing the pills.
i'm scraping the bottom of bowls just to get high.
i drink every last drop of my alcohol.
and the scars on my ankles
are proof that i'm coming unglued.
i can't get things out of my mind
as easily as i used to.
only certain things keep me sane.
sleep is the only thing i find comforting
because its never been there for me before.
Ben doesn't deserve a girl in this state.
High
Devious Comments
~ Eleanor Roosevelt
Just read this quote over and over, see if it hits you. I dont like seeing you down. You have been through a lot, I can tell. Just let Ben help you. Let him in and he could suprise you. Just get better, please.
--Alyx
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Cause Im only as tall as my heart will let me be, and Im only as small as the world will make me seem.
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