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Tue Jun 2, 2009, 7:28 AM

I know that i'm letting someone good slip through my fingers.
Why am I looking for something better,
when that something better
is right in front of me?
I feel like i have higher expectations,
but maybe I'm just content with the abuse.

And i want to be pure & light,
like a cloud.
And i want to be gutted out like an
abandoned house.
And i want to be peeled & skeletal like
wallpaper left to rot.
And i want to be the dirty underneath
my barefeet; wasting & erroding away.

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Mood: Remorse
Listening to: Kings of Convience.

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~Ilprezidente Jun 3, 2009, 3:40:35 AM

Problems?

~Muted-Mathmatics Jun 3, 2009, 10:29:47 AM

more like issues.

--
if there is a reason for everything,
then where is the reason in all of this?

~Ilprezidente Jun 3, 2009, 10:32:51 AM

If you have an issue, take a tissue?

sorry ^^ austin powers humour

~Muted-Mathmatics Jun 3, 2009, 10:40:28 AM

haha. i'm not crying over it. (:

--
if there is a reason for everything,
then where is the reason in all of this?

~Ilprezidente Jun 3, 2009, 10:41:34 AM

can I help you?

~Muted-Mathmatics Jun 3, 2009, 10:42:34 AM

really,
i don't think anyone can.
i think i can only help myself.

i've been battling drug induced anorexia for three years and self-induced bulimia for one.

if its anyones battle, its mine.

--
if there is a reason for everything,
then where is the reason in all of this?

~Ilprezidente Jun 3, 2009, 10:44:57 AM

oh
that sounds heavy
well, I support you! remember that

~Muted-Mathmatics Jun 3, 2009, 10:46:27 AM

it takes its toll sometimes.
but i'm probably the happiest nervosa victim you will ever meet (:

--
if there is a reason for everything,
then where is the reason in all of this?